Living With MS

A version of this article was published in The Tab on 11 August 2016

The lifelong battle against an incurable disease

Manny was seventeen. In the same ward I had Gloria, who was sixty-seven. Manny was in a wheelchair and severely disabled, he could just about control his head when you gave him a drink. Gloria used to stroll in every few months for a few physical exercises. I thought to myself, how can this be the same condition?”

Joan Bradley, MS Nurse at Hillingdon Hospital

What is multiple sclerosis?

Multiple sclerosis (MS) occurs when your own immune system misidentifies the myelin sheath, a protective cover over your nerve fibres, as a foreign body, and attacks it. Symptoms of MS can vary hugely, but include optic neuritis [an inflammation of the optic nerve that leads to vision loss], fatigue, cognitive problems, and a lack of mobility that can be as severe as paralysis. The disease is believed to be caused by a combination of sunlight (vitamin D) deficiency and your genes.

In the relapsing-remitting stage of multiple sclerosis, symptoms come and go, though they can scar the myelin and leave lasting effects. In 65% of cases this type of MS will transform into secondary progressive, in which there will be no remittance, and the symptoms will get steadily worse over a patient’s lifetime.

 There are around 100,000 people in the UK living with multiple sclerosis. There is currently no cure, and drug treatments are only effective in the earliest ‘relapsing remitting’ stage of the disease.

I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis at the age of sixteen, and have lived with the condition for seven years. It is something I have taken a long time to come to terms with, and something I hoped to understand more as I spoke with a variety of people affected by, and striving to treat, the disease.

MS fundraiser
A volunteer at a fundraising event

Being diagnosed with multiple sclerosis is a roulette; a lifetime of not knowing how it can affect you, and whether you will live a healthy life or begin a rapid physical deterioration in the next few weeks and months.

The one clear silver lining of living with MS today is that the potential for receiving an effective treatment will be far greater than ever before. Mike Winant, 69, recalls what it was like to be treated for MS back in 1965:

“It was very hit and miss. My father took me to a place in London, that was the first place I had even heard the term ‘MS’. The doctor made this antigen, she took the germs from my body and made some stuff to inject me with, whether it had any effect or not I don’t know. In those days it was the blind leading the blind.”

Mike Winant
Mike Winant, who was diagnosed with MS in 1965, aged 18

Improved technology and awareness of symptoms, including opticians being trained to spot the signs of optic neuritis [inflammation of the optic nerve that can lead to vision loss], has reduced time between first symptom and diagnosis to an average of two years, as compared to seven years in the 1980s.

Yet the requirement for doctors to see two clear symptoms of MS before diagnosing the condition, regardless of MRI results, has left many sufferers waiting in a limbo before they can be treated. Bethany Dokal, 22, recounts her own experience being diagnosed with MS in 2012:

“I went half-blind with optic neuritis when I was seventeen. My Dad’s a paediatrician, and knew an MS specialist who was happy to take a look at me.

“I was scared that I would permanently lose sight in the eye before I could be diagnosed. I had three MRI scans in a year, and every time they showed my condition getting worse. When I was eventually diagnosed I was happy in a strange way, because it meant I could finally start getting treated. But it was frustrating how long it took.” 

Bethany Dokal, who was diagnosed with MS in 2012, aged 18

Unfortunately for patients, the need for doctors to see a variety of symptoms remains a necessity, as a number of MS symptoms can also point to different illnesses. This means a premature diagnosis can lead to scenarios such as that which affected Julie Crouch, who in 2003 was misdiagnosed with MS and injected herself with immuno-suppresant Rebif three times a week for thirteen years before discovering she did not have the disease.

Diagnosis is the first step on a long road of treatment and possible relapse, and reaction to hearing this life-changing news can vary as much as the MS symptoms themselves. Paul Friend, 46, who was diagnosed with MS in 2003 and now uses a wheelchair said:

“I had been stuck at home on sick leave watching a TV programme about a hospital in Leeds. There was a little girl on there with all the same symptoms as me, diagnosed with a brain stem tumour. I couldn’t grip onto anything, and I found myself crying, convinced I had a brain tumour.

“Two weeks later I came back, I had optic neuritis by this point as well, and I was diagnosed with MS. My first feeling was utter relief.”

While Mr Friend and Ms Dokal were thankful to be diagnosed with MS and finally receive clear answers about their condition, another common response to the news is denial. Val Maloney, 56, was diagnosed with MS in 1999:

“I never saw it coming, I knew nothing about it, and I thought to myself, I don’t want it, I’m not going to have it. After a year I had a relapse, and I had to face up to the MS.

“With my trouble walking I couldn’t avoid telling my parents any longer. My Mum was asking some simple questions. My Dad couldn’t speak, couldn’t say a word, and I just left him to soak it in.”

Beth Dokal almost lost sight in one eye before being treated and Paul Friend spent a week thinking he had a brain tumour. I found this unsurprising, as almost every person afflicted with MS told me of the worries and lack of direct communication from the NHS prior to diagnosis, as well as my own experience of spending four days in hospital before being told I may have the disease. Lynn Hurst, manager of the Harrow MS centre, thinks these are all examples of a wider problem:

“There’s a woeful, pitiful amount of information given to people at point of diagnosis. It’s getting better slowly, but neurologists are an odd breed. They’re not exactly still wearing bow ties, but in their heads they are. I’ve heard people say that their neurologist patted them on the shoulder and said ‘this is what you’ve got’. No information, no follow-up appointments.”

The issues of communication are also linked to the sparsity of specialist MS Nurses employed by the NHS, with just 230 available for the 100,000 MS sufferers in the UK. 

Another point of disparity occurs in the rehabilitation process. NHS programs currently only last for up to five weeks after a relapse, meaning charities are left responsible for the long-term physical therapy of MS patients. Harrow MS centre has a strong reputation for caring for its patients and employs trained physical therapists, as well as containing several exercise machines and a hyperbaric oxygen chamber.

Yet the charity can only sustain a small facility with a wide catchment area for MS patients, and due to demand can only accommodate patients for one physical therapy session a week.

harrow MS therapy centre
Harrow MS Therapy Centre

The resources of Harrow MS centre are scant compared to the modern development of the Berkshire MS centre in Reading. Physical therapist Mandy Ball says: “I love the people at Harrow and I think they’re a very good support network, I encourage my patients to go. But to compare it to Berkshire is a different tack, there’s lots of exercise classes there, it’s very modern, there’s lots more equipment, and there’s just more money going into it.”

Berkshire MS Centre
Berkshire MS Therapy Centre

While the gap between treatment centres remains an issue, Lynn Hurst maintains that it is best that charitable institutions continue to play a key role in the rehabilitation of MS patients rather than the NHS:

“One of the things people like about coming to Harrow is that it isn’t going to a hospital. You’re giving people back some control, which is generally taken away from them by the NHS. So I don’t think it’s a case of ‘the NHS should be doing what we’re doing’. It’s different.”

Mark Tebbs, 66, who was diagnosed with MS in 1993, is divided on the issue: “Personally I can see both sides; the NHS do focus more on diagnosing and medicating rather than a lot of physical therapy, but on the other side, once they’ve told you how to do the exercises that can help with your condition, I’m not sure you need to be going back every week to hear them again.”

For the majority of MS sufferers, the idea of regular physical therapy at a designated centre is not something that interests them, and can feel it is reserved for those at a more advanced stage of the disease. Val Maloney says:

“I went to Harrow just after my diagnosis. My sister-in-law took me in a fragile state, and it was the worst thing to do. To see that big oxygen tank, people in wheelchairs, no-one acknowledging me, I just ran. To see how severely people can be affected by MS at that time for me was shocking.”

In addition to catering primarily for those significantly affected by MS, treatment centres are often used mainly by older sufferers of MS who have been living with the condition for many years. Mark Tebbs says: “Many MS treatment centres are self-funded and they vary vastly. Some can be appropriate if you’re of certain age, but for younger people, you can get there and they’ll be playing bingo.”

Money and medical expertise earmarked for multiple sclerosis will be stretched ever thinner as NHS cuts to specialist services continue. Sufferers of relapsing remitting multiple sclerosis already represent a financial black hole for the NHS, with a year’s supply of disease modifying drugs costing up to £30,000 per person.

Considering these expenses, the variety of possible drawbacks affecting MS care can be weighed against the massive advantage of every relapsing remitting patient in the UK being guaranteed access to drug treatment. Joan Bradley said:

“The drug companies, the government and the charities are all part of a risk sharing scheme to ensure equity across the country in giving all patients access to these drugs. On that front we’ve been very well supported and have been given the chance to provide quality care.”

Outside of any issues with therapies and communication with the NHS is the dream of an outright cure to multiple sclerosis.

Interest in stem cell therapy has been sparked by the Panorama programme ‘Can You Stop My Multiple Sclerosis?’. The broadcast focused on MS patients receiving a trial treatment in Sheffield, in which sufferers of relapsing remitting MS had their immune system ‘knocked out’ by chemotherapy, then to be restored using a stem cell transplant.

Screen Shot Can You Cure My Multiple Sclerosis
A patient receiving treatment on ‘Can You Cure My Multiple Sclerosis?’ Credit: BBC

While stem cell treatment is a hope for the future, and the patients in the documentary showed significant improvement in their condition, there are also concerns over the severity of receiving an aggressive course of chemotherapy as treatment. Val Maloney does not wish to be a ‘guinea pig’ for stem cell, while Paul Friend is wary after considering a private scheme in 2007 that turned out to be fraudulent.

The founders of that operation, Stephen Van Rooyen and Laura Brown, remain wanted fugitives after officials in the United States found the stem cells used were solely intended for use in laboratory research on animals. These stem cell treatments had no noticeable effect on their human clients, and came with a $20,000 fee.

As a means of halting the rapid progression of his MS Mr Friend instead received an infusion of a drug called natalizumab. This comes with the potential adverse effect of a viral brain infection called progressive multifocal leukoencephalopathy, which affects around one in every 250 who receive the drug, and is in the majority of cases fatal.

Due to the risks of natalizumab the treatment is currently seen a ‘last chance saloon’ by doctors wishing to reduce severe symptoms of MS. Paul Friend says: “I was on natalizumab which you can’t take all your life, because it can kill you. I had six doses, which is a half a lifetime’s worth.

“When I first took it I didn’t have a relapse for two years. I would like to do that again [natalizumab], but it might be too dangerous to have that much.”

My impressions of multiple sclerosis was that attitudes towards the disease were far different for young sufferers such as myself and Beth, who in the early stages of the disease feel removed from the considerations of natalizumab and stem cell therapy. 

Beth Dokal said:

“You don’t really know how MS is going to manifest itself. I’m quite optimistic about my condition, maybe I’m being naive, but I feel quite healthy. I’m relapsing-remitting, I’m a woman, I’m young, in terms of the MS spectrum I have the best things going for me. I have no reason not to have faith in the research they’re doing.”

While there can still be confusion prior to diagnosis, with the massive amount of information now provided online it is possible for a newly diagnosed patient to become highly informed of MS themselves, and become aware of every possible symptom and the best ways to get treated.

The spectre of secondary progressive MS still hangs over those suffering from relapsing remitting, for deterioration can be rapid and irreversible once the shift takes place.

But with the available drugs and increasing understanding of the condition, there is also optimism in the MS community that there may finally be light at the end of the tunnel, and medical advancement can slow and one day even stop the onset of multiple sclerosis.  

As Paul Friend said to me: “There will be a cure, too late for me. Not for you though, lucky bastard!”

Part 2: My Son With MS

Part 3: MS The Search For A Cure


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